So I was gonna fly out to Cali to my fiancès homecoming whenever they get back from afghanistan, but that's not happening now :( He is normally stationed in Cali and I live in Arkansas and so does he when he is home. We both had talked about me coming out there and he said it would give him something to look forward to while on deployment but between work school, and other things, I won't be able to. I feel terrible for letting him down and because I missed the last homecoming and the marine…

He has an unexpected sudden deployment coming up next month so they are shoving so much training onto them. We weren't supposed to be able to talk for the next month bc they left for a training facility but last minute they were able to take their phones. Its been one or two texts a day so really no talking still. I asked him earlier to make a promise not to change his mind about me while deployed, this is his second deoployment, and well he got mad. I dont think he will forget about me or…

So a last minute deployment came up which means tons of last minute training and less time for us to talk and  he leaves tomorrow for a month of training and there will be no communication there. Then he gets back for about a week only to leave again on his second deployment, which is about three to four months, and there will be no communication whatsoever there too, not even letters. I have no idea how I am gonna be able to handle this without any type of communication from him letting me…