My boyfriend and I havent been able to communicate much lately and when we did it was great. I enjoyed our skype date, then We got into an argument the other day, pretty bad actually and I need to vent. It seems his buddy is being cheated on by his girlfriend back here in the states. He told my boyfriend all about it and now is putting doubt in his head about he and I, all because this b***h chose to cheat on him, I cant believe a woman would do that to her man while he is serving, she is a…

Well I feel somewhat better than I did earlier. I took my daughter to dinner and we talked but not about much, just her plans for the summer. I am usually the one in control of my feelings and emotions I hold it all together. I am the one who holds everyone together and am the rock and have to be strong. I have been this way my whole life, so when I have a mini break down, I hold it in and today  I couldn't hold it in anymore. I am dealing with this, I am stressed about other things and i…

Hi all, I don't come on here very often,  I am sure it helps knowing others are going through the same thing. My family and friends certainly don't understand. I sit looking back over this time I never thought I would fall in love with a military man. I am proud of him as I am sure all of you are too. I keep myself busy but it doesn't take away that I miss him, the last few nights I have had a hard time sleeping, I am not sure why exactly. I am adjusted as best as I can to him not being…