So, I haven't been on here in a while but lately things have been getting really tough. My sailor is in  his last month of A school and soon he'll be coming home. I've heard the last month is the hardest but, for me it just can't seem to go by fast enough. I really just want him to be home already...especially since lately I feel like he's really distracted when it comes to him and I. I know that he's really busy and that hes in class most of the day so we barely get to talk but, sometimes…

So, my boyfriend just left on Wednesday to go to bootcamp. We've never been apart for more than a couple of weeks at a time. and at least during the time apart we've been able to call and text. I was a mess the day he left. I know I wasn't saying goodbye forever and that it was only for a little while but I just couldn't imagine things without him. I wanted him by side for all of the things I was about to experience. Especially going into my freshman year at college. But, in my heart I knew…