So my fiance isn't even home from Afghanistan yet and he told me he found yesterday that he's going to be deployed again next April... I was supposed to move out to California with him after I graduate and as of now I'm not because the whole time he's home he's going to be training. He also told me he kind of wants to hold off getting married now too because he doesn't want to get married and then turn around and have to go right back to Afghan. I'm so lost right now, like I don't even know what to think. He said we're just going to have to sit down and talk about everything when he gets home but it's just like the whole time he's been deployed I've been getting through it by telling myself he is coming home and we are getting married and i am moving out there as soon as i can and he won't be deployed again for awhile and now everything is just crashing down around me :( He'll be back to his base in California next week and then he's trying to come home the first week of May but not…See More